Monday, December 25, 2017

Depression Diary - Christmas Day

It's Monday and it's Christmas Day. Two of the boys are in the flat doing their own thing, as am I. Yesterday they were with their mother until late evening as that was the traditional family thing we did from when the boys were young, keeping Xmas on Xmas Eve.

It's not so bad when they're around, in body if not in mind, but yesterday it hit home how lonely it will be when they leave home, how quiet.

I need to fill my life with something or it's gonna get lonely.

That something doesn't have to be a person, but it does have to be fulfilling.

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